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[Jan. 9th, 2005|11:38 am] |
grr...i need someone to talk to and everyone is either skiing, working, or shopping...sucks
last night made me the saddest ever and i really am so disappointed AGAIN...how does shit not get through people's heads...are you fucking serious
i hate the fucking role reversal-I AM THE DAUGHTER not the fucking mother and it needs to stop...i've been playing mom since fucking last winter and apparently it's not appreciated...well go fuck yourself..
ahhh hopefully no one still reads this. no one does...ok good
bfh kopmjgfopsnhrioh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|07:36 pm] |
well, well, well
life is so weird for me right now
as awesome as it's been it's just different
i got a letter today from caldwell college (my #1 choice) and i got a full ride $74,800 for the four years, so my mom's been hysterical crying, i called stauss and she is psyched
christmas is in 2 days, and i hate th is holiday
my tattoo will be here within a week, OW and yay!
today was my dads birthday and that was cool
my paintings are coming good
my birthday was pretty rockin...
i really can't think what's wrong, but somehow im still sad...hmm oh well |
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[Nov. 27th, 2004|06:38 pm] |
life has ben fucking awesome the last month and a half....really amazing...it's so great knowing there is someone out there just as fucking crazy as you <3
last night was fun...do not mix alcohol and 3 other unmentionables...so i woke up naked...weird because the last thing i remember was NOT being naked...ha. intersting. the parts i remember of last night were fucking excellent. i had such a fun time and even though i haven't eaten for 28 hours im happy.ha....i miss a few people, but some live far and yea...i need to get on the phone and calllllll people
tonight=city...tomorrow night=nemo on ice....wooooooo hoooooo
made 130 and a g from mr.time gerber...and should make anopther 200 at christmas break..i love my life. i love my friends and family, good people
i need to apply to caldwell, my genious plan is only applying there since i LOVE it and nowhere else, and if my jan 1 i am not accepted cry and apply other places too. ha |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2004|10:54 am] |
the last monght or so has been nothing but pure reality...and i'm sort of hating it
school has proved to be nothing but a big fucking joke...everyone is so closed-minded and they all walk around thinking they are better than everyone else...fuck them.
my classes are ok-the art ones-and business and sex ed.english is terrible and full of a bunch of second-graders. lunch is far too short to do anything interesting and is all-in-all crappy. i've been reading animal farm all weekend because i am slow and can't concentrate-this book should take 2 hours to read i've robably spent 6 so far and i have 20 pages to go.
in the past week and a half ive had 3 excused absences-i've felt like shit and go back to the neurologist on the 29th...doctors are weird.
i went to visit montclair the other day-useless tour and i am calling to set up an appointment with an art strudent for this month. the 16th is caldwell's openhouse. it's a total turnoff school being that it is private, 20,000 a year, and christian...BUT it has my major as un undergrad pre-program..which nowhere else does. in other news the classtrip was funny me and nick sat around making fun of old guys and looking for hot girls.
i went to the vintage show yesterday on 18th.i was really happy with everything-but promised myself i wouldn't buy any black dresses and so i ended up with nothing...we stopped at urban afterwards and i got 2 shirts..one with a CAT on it! and a sweatshirt thing.
i still need to study for business, find pictures, and go out today...<33
maybe james will want to take a trip with me and joe. that'd be swell
oh yea...i fucking hope every single one of those fucking people who a)drink b)have a license....get fucking wasted, into their cars, and either crash or get fucking tickets... because fucking alcoholics deserve this shit...not people who do nothing....thanks a LOT fucking dickheads...i will now be going to montclair...or bergen as my dad says ha |
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[Aug. 27th, 2004|08:54 pm] |
bleh bleh
life's been mad good.
my week off is here.
i realized that this summer i finally got a life and got my fatass offline
and i realized that all these people who still spend h ours online or hours with their away messages on really need to get out more.ha
I FINALLY PAID OFF THE DAN MCGOVERN FUND
this means that on my week off i can go find someone to draw my tattooooooo...helll yea
and for xmas me and my love will get matching ones. fianlly.
i am so happy-my checks were $500 today :) excitement
i still need to do some stuff before school-but hopefully i will be able to go down the shore and stuff next week.
<3
yesterday wass robyn's bday-intense? |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2004|11:57 pm] |
so the past week or so has been fun
spoent the last 4 nights at the apt, friday being amandas bday-VERY exciting-she was fucking trashed and twas funny-pool was exciting, lots of beer pong lately, many hollister people there, shaun was there, mad people...my trishy finally got her own room, GOOD NEWS..
went to soldiers park the other day and rode around on the mini scooter with all the skaters was fun...
next week is my last sunday at the daycare-it's going to be so sad-i don't know what i'm going to do without taylor, elise, angel, gepy, and co :( cry cry...
saw 50 FIRst dates with mom and joe-pit was good but realllly sad at the end.
i need to get paid so badly, i am in debt here.poop
today was lunch with sharon and cheryl, i think i'm going to be so sad when everyone leaves this week for school-:(-daniela and I still need to hang out once more before she goes and so do me and sharon...ahhh
weork is dumb, im so glad i saw my steve today he is mad thin.
mercedes told me i looked pregnant on friday then today she said my ass is huge and i've gotten "chunky"-wtf-you fucking know how stressful my summer has been and then decide to tell me the 15 lbs i've gained is unattractive...god that's annoying.
tomrrow is south city grill with my mom i'm REALLY excited since i love my seafood...and 2-cl and then some more wastedness and fun times in lodiiiiiii
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[Aug. 13th, 2004|11:16 pm] |
still waiting, still waiting
damm i'm so good i should take lessons from myself
latest news....arnold schwartzenager and mcgreevy lovers...east meets west flavor....ahh best.
<3kso kso |
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[Aug. 12th, 2004|11:30 pm] |
i have just had it with so many individuals, these people are soo fucked up. fake as hell and fucking retarted. right now i can honestly say the only good in this world exists in my family and joe and maybe a few others whom i can count on one hand. yea so i'm putting in my 2 weeks sunday, and monday. hahh fuck the world, i refuse to fucking work under shit conditions and i deserve better.
i just read soething a few minutes ago that made me laugh my ass off, and remind me of how pathetic some things are and how glad i am that i closed certain chapters of my life, halleluiah.
joe shall be coming over in a few<3
sesame noodles + joe + stephanie=LOVE |
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[Aug. 12th, 2004|11:15 am] |
yea so not much is new..had 48 hours off..longest thing summer-it was good times-napoleon dynamite, matsuya, city and visiting cutie chelsea, our fries, and home movies....good times.good times.
i cannot wait until my week off, really exciting-planning to spend lots of money....philly, dorney park, hurricaine harbour/6 flags, boston, shore....shjould be FUN.
2-cl today fuckin cleaning until mad late...happens.
my room is almost done being cleaned....2 HUGEASS garbage bags ready to go to plato's closet...and then today i think i ust go to the library.ha
<3pace |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2004|11:25 pm] |
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note to self-find $40 from tim. mother fucker how does this happen!? |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2004|11:13 pm] |
yes so life's been good since i last wrote.
went to curiosa with daniela, sharon, michelle, and jesse...MAD fun the cure was amazing and so was everyone else. the day has inspired sharon to burn me a million cds and vice versa.ha ha the ride there/back sucked-being squished sucked-roy rogers OWNED
work-1's been nothing but bullshit and i fucking hate coworkers who think'oh i'm management, my job must be to boss people around'-so i decided to take a stand against that shit...fuk dude i know that school will not be flexible and allow me to do a differnt type of work study-where i only go to school 4 days a week-then i can be managment and life would be sweet-
my photo book came in the mail today<33 p.163 is mine hell yea.
tomorrow i go to visit my hunny and second family down the shore-CANNOT WAIT-miss joe sooo much-i really cannot go 2 days without seeing him-the last time i saw him was 7:30am sunday morning-sadly i had to leave him and go to work-watching petey is cool and it is exciting living with 3 cats, a mouse, and a bird
my hair is holding up nicely, i still need to make a trip to sallys...my web is ALMOST back to normal-THANK GOD-i must find my biotene gah-i'm getting a pedicure tomorrow at 930 am
hmm i've decided that i think i just want to move into my moms house for college and then go to cosmetology school-fuck whatever dumb blonde c-average image goes with it-i really think art school would school-and if i really could i wouldn't go to college-although business/advertising-fashion-wise has entered my head.so that might be cool to research-visit FIT or something.
i hate how i use this to just remember things and make personal accounts of things for certain dates-whatever
well, time to go watch some quality howard. night |
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[Jul. 25th, 2004|10:56 pm] |
ahh i forgot to mention that as long as my daniela got the tix...i will be attending curiosa fest next sun...helllllz yea, with my cuteness, sharon and ms.hottie marcus.
anyhooot got some zeppoles and lemonade as well as nachos tongiht...twas wonderful-but now it may be time for laying down since my headache hasn't gone away.i REALLY have to buy mouthwash fucking tribalectic said some crazy something 2000 mouthwash will be good and so i will go look for it tomorrow-i am so unsanitary it kills me-maybe i'll buy joe some mouthwash gtoo-be a nice girlfriend.
who knows. |
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